newhorizonz1145811: what do i want to do.

that question has haunted me since they asked me in primary school. i still think i want to be a pirate.

i have travelled well, i have ate handmade bread from an african village, i have petted a crocodile, i have jumped from the top of a waterfall, i have prayed alongside a praying mantis, i have caught an ear infection in a salt water pool, i have had a barbecue on a beach of a deserted island in the indian ocean, i have been aboard a submarine as well as seen a turtle have babies and watch them run back to sea, i have swam with dolphins and danced the night away in st marks square under the glow of street performers in venice, i have walked the same floor as the gladiators fighting for fun in the roman colleseum, i have been woken up at 4 in the morning with the chanting from the mosque in tunisia, i have seen the mafia of bulgaria check under their blacked out mercedes with mirrors for bombs i assume,i have ridden camels along the sahara dessert, i have wandered the unpathed roads of northern cyprus, i have ate lobster in south of spain, i have swam in the pool of the owners of 'muller' yoghurt, i have drank coffee in paris under the eiffel tower, i have swam naked in the atlantic ocean, i have drank sangria in a thunderstorm in mexico, i have danced with tribes in gambia, i have set fireworks off atop of a villa of some rich family in africa, i have smoked in amsterdam and rode bicycles next to where anne frank hid for many years, i have viewed the whole of new york from the top of the empire state building i have danced to a street band in a square in portugal whilst passers by looked on, i have ran from hotels without checking out because of the mess i left, i have lived in gran canaria for three months without parents, i have sunbathed naked on the beach and stayed up all night until my mind was gone in different corners of this world i have done much more just remembering them is a test.

but i have so much more to do, i want to carry on with fashion design, but i want to carry on with it rather then fashion carrying me along.

i will carry on studying the arts, i have a keen nose for perfumery, i also enjoy making things with my hands, i paint, i dance i can't sing but i try, and ill carry on trying until one thing clicks, all i know is life is good and I'm in an ideal place.

and ill keep doing what i do because so far it has worked, as i have told many of my class mates who have stressed out because of deadlines 'life carries on after university'. its just another box ticked for me.

ONE THING IN RELATION TO FASHION DESIGN, I WILL ALWAYS! FIGHT FOR NON GENDER BINARIES!